I like writing to myself as if someones listening..

Personally why I write on this I don't know. I don't really want anyone to read it and it serves little purpose other than the constant reminder that I am a lonely little nobody. Everyday I walk hall to hall to my depressing classes where no one seem to want to be but me and I sit friendless and daydream my way through another American high school students day. Not to say that a high school experience is anything like mine. I noticed people tend to forget about the crafts classes associating them with art and instead taking those, also I believe management is for the popular people and and webdesign is for sophomores. Why I picked these classes I will never know, I seem to always choose the worst path. I don't even pass any of my friends in the hallways it is so bad. I get to hang out with Kaitlin after school though, one of my only meager interactions with my past social life. (if you could call it that) Now my social life is the boy crazy teeny boppers I sit with at lunch, the really shy girl, Elizabeth which wont shut up about video games and some squirel..and kirby, Mary:(, and Chelsea a girl in my geometry class. Even with all this variety:( of new people it seems it's all down to boys. I don't like talking about relationships and drooling over hot people. People aren't that attractive anyways. Men and women have terrible features that I think are down right discusting, private parts should be covered at all times, it's gross and I don't want to see it or talk about it. I can barely stand my own! Saying this really goes against what I wear and show though, by definition I wear revealing shirts and low waisted jeans and let me tell you know one wants to see my white ass or boobs. I do admit I like to look down at my breast occasionally..cough cough

I'll end this post on two good points for now..until I write again. FAIRWELL!!