To explain my eager outlook on life could go on forever. But really what is the past but a mistake? The present is really the important part at this point, or in my case I don't want to look back on the resent past and recall my horrendous mistakes. So saying that I should start in the beginning of the new semester. I think I'll use everyday I blog as a day to explain one class of the day because obviously I have a lot to bitch about.

ENGLISH

As a class schedule goes mine is by far one of the worst. I start my day late to third period(late everyday this semester except twice) in English with Mr. Miller. He jokes and makes a fool of himself and everyone but me laughs hysterically. Have you ever noticed that very few comedians have physical attractiveness? It's because humor is used as a barrier like being the tough guy in elementary school or the book worm in college. Only ugly people and people with low self-esteem use humor in my opinion. Who knows what triggered these defense mechanisms in Mr. Miller and myself but obviously his seemed to be directed towards a positive outlook while mine lacks any enthusiasm. Though my reason for being so down has to do with my families genes and not so much an external factor. I would rather blame it on my childhood trauma. Children should have a stable home structure not one with moving and fighting parents. People have no idea what goes on in a child's critical learning process. I'm sure I will have relationship problems for the rest of my life now but then again who said I was going to get involved anyways?...