Description of Chelsea

This blog is going to be very difficult. I don't care if anyone reads this, personally I am only writing this so I can look back and laugh at myself. To describe who I am in a very clear manor one must need to know I have no humility when it comes to blogging. I have unlimited knowledge about my inner retardation. I have been to a number of shrinks and have learned quite a bit about myself. It all started with my parents Jennifer Oney and Ronald Kaiser. From my mother I got my lack of self confidence, self image issues and messy habits. From my father I received small boobs, a small butt, horrible outlook on life, sharp tongue, rude comments and depression. Thankfully I was lucky and the pansy genes were not passed down to me from my father. Fortunatly because my mother is heavier and I am extremely scared of getting large myself I am constently watching my weight and really care what other people thing of me, which can be either a negative or positive..but in all cases it is a negative. I've used humor my whole life to sheild people from seeing my true colors. Most people don't find depression to be an attractive quality in fact depression makes a person look downright unapprochable. In fact that is exactly what it does, people with depression tend to seperate themselves from there peers for quite a period of time. Usually this means a lack of social skills and low self-esteem. This describes me fully I had extreme depression in my younger years and sepperated myself from my friends and family. Ever since then I have unable to really make close friends, because of how unattached I am and how my depression manufests itself into anger and negative behavior. This probablly resulted because of my move to Fargo, North Dakota in the second grade. It was a hard move, at the time I was attached to my father and leaving Crookston, Minesota made it so I only saw him in the summer. Since then I bearly ever talk to my father or his side of the family. Clearly from this passage it should be noted that I am an extreme attention seeker, which is why I should not be writing this. Even though I have no problem with exploiting my personal information all over the internet I do have problems with actually dealing with the results writing something like this would have on anyone reading this. So please don't mention it or feel bad for me if you do stumble upon this..which I doubt anyone will.