My birthday is in 6 days!

This stupid kid has called me a 'slut','fag', and 'cunt' and I am extremely offended. I am a really defensive person. I swear if I see this kid in the hall and he makes one move to interact with me I will blow up in his homophobic face!

Not to mention I'm off my meds and it's that time of the month. I think a lot of people would be surprised I'm not on my usual cocktail of drugs. One day I just stopped taking them, and before you go ranting yes I know it's dangerous. I just don't care. If the mother refuses to put me on A.D.D medication because it's harmful depression medication must also be harmful therefore I am refusing to take it.

Although I have been having problems with her lately because of her stomach surgery I still suppose I love her very much lol. She has been on my tail constantly because I am such a slob. Which is all the time haha. That is her and I when I was a babe. I was so smiley when I was little. Where did that go? I suppose one doesn't see my ongoing battle with depression because of it's situational qualities. Only at home do I express my true feelings(ahh poetic drama). I was such a loner at some point in time that I got so sad. I never want to be that alone ever again *sigh* (cut to me being slightly less awkward)

On to crappy news. My father switched from Harley Davidson to a Big Dog Motorcycle. Funny part is he got it off of eBay and may have to pick it up in Florida. When I called him last night, his illegal immigrant girlfriend picked up, I told him to pick me up a sexy bathing suit in Florida haha. His bike is called a Big Dog Ridgeback and it only has one seat! Just to show how big of a motor nerd my dad really is here is a picture

I'm a girl and he bought me my own Arctic Kitty Cat. I was one in this picture, he bought me an Arctic Cat Scooter on my first birthday too lol. Arctic Cat was his first obsession then Harley and now I suppose Big Dog is his next.

I'll ttml I am supposed to be working haha. Guthrie hurah hurah