Why did Valerie invite herself to Jenna's party? She isn't even apart of our group!She wasn't even invited!! She always has to be in other peoples buisness. And she knows I'm friends with Jenna and would hopefully be there..Wow is she for once actually going to stand up for herself? Or is she trying to show me that she does have a life by purpacely inviting herself to a party I'm going to? We talked about this over lunch when they brought up she weaseled her way into the party..supposedly they were good fiends in ELEMENTRY..this is not elementry anymore..whatever I swear the whole group only bitches about people behind there backs.
I really want to go to the party but I will be in Crookston for a funeral..my step grandpa's son died. I hopefully will be able to make at least a part of the party. Then I have work at 7!
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Ranting and raving
LOYO has gotten really obnoxious. The people in my class cannot learn that this kid has a mental disability! It's not his fault he's obnoxious he has Aspergers for goodness sake! Do they not notice the para sitting with him?? Uhh it is so irrational for me to be the one who actually feels bad for this kid while others seem not to get it. It's hard to believe that I can actually befriend these people. I can only be mean to capable individuals. People who are intentionally acting the way they act. Gerr my back hurts I've been working like crazy and have had appointments frequently. I have one on wednesday so I can't go to art club:/ Odden asked me if I wanted to be nominated for a scholarship! She is so sweet, I'll take it if I ever apply to college. I know how to now so I just have to get my lazy self to the counseling office to pick up a form for NDSU and MSUM. I want to stay close to my cat. I'll miss him in college. I think I would die without my snugglepuss:) Right now he's napping under our rug waiting for me to take him to bed. I should do my homework now but I don't care to at the moment. I wish I had ambition..
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Ok not even kidding you are pissing me off. Like last week when we were waiting with Elizabeth and you talked to her the whole time but the only thing you said to me was a short sentence about me being a nuisance. Then you ignored me. Thanks. I do not even want anything to do with you at all. You don't even notice my existence in the hallway. And don't give me that stupid personality shit. Seriously if you had that wouldn't you be avoiding everyone? I would tell you to fuck off except you already erased me from your mind completely so...It's my problem because I still like you as a friend and you don't even consider me an acquaintance
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Busy Busy
My life has gone from zipo to like a tornado of crazy. I have so much to do and so many people to see! It's like I don't have time to do homework and I don't have time to eat. I feel like so many people are just like calling me up and wanting to hang out. It's gotten to the point where I am so stressed I'm not going to fit all this shit in. With work suddenly picking up and all these people I'm like backed up from four to midnight. Luckily I save some time for myself after school. I go to art and do my favorite stuff..make things for me!! lol.
Ok so life since I've last written..no particular order.
Last week I had a french exchange girl hang out with me. She was really quiet and blew her nose a lot..she reminded me of my grandmother. She only drank water with her meals and was amazed at how unstructured my classes were. While she was in my classes we took a field trip to the mall and Kennedy read us a Dr. Suess book..I can see why she thinks what she does..I liked her a lot but I'm glad I don't have to entertain her anymore..She was to young so I felt like I was devirginizing her or something introducing her to like my pregnant friends and stuff. All my friends are like we should smoke and I'm like um 15 year old french exchange student in the backseat lets make a good impression ok? I'm sure she was just amazed at me since for the past two weeks she had been hanging out with the HUGEST NERD (other than Valerie) in the whole school. Actually Valerie is smarter than Miranda but Miranda like shows it off like she has no other interesting traits about herself. Her and her mom like talk about nerd stuff for fun.. It is amazing.
I also have gotten a new private job. The woman I work for calls me a domestic engineer haha she is so strict with her children. Her discipline style is so bazaar it's hard to follow her rules. She is constantly telling me how she does things and its like wow. Both of her children are adopted. I swear the little girl is going to rip me to shreds. I'm sure she weighs at least half of me and she insists on jumping on me and sitting on me. I am a horrible disciplinarian. I don't get angry easily. The last babysitter supposedly spazzed out at her because she was so bad. I get deadpan angry when she gets wily but at least I don't freak out. That brings my weekly income to at least $120. Which isn't bad since I only work 3 days a week.
I also took a self defense class. That was interesting. I went with Miranda and my mom. It was hilarious because my mother paid eleven dollars for some guys to choke us. We were doing these really odd moves where they would like choke us and we would have to get our selves up to a wall and bang there heads up against it. or one where they would grab us from behind. Idk it was really fun though. I enjoyed it a little too much and started talking to much. Ok Miranda is the weakest person ever I would just poke her and she would be on the ground..I'm like really. I weigh the same as her and I'm like 3 inches taller than her. She would be raped for sure if someone ever tried too..
Oh and then I'm at class today and Taylor writes me this letter because her bf thinks shes cheating on him because someone wrote him that she was doing Andrew Ochoa. First of all that is hilarious Andrew looks like a fetal alcohol syndrome child. I would more likely believe she is fucking Greg Radcliffes fat folds. I just get mixed in with a bunch of shit.
I also got to go to Yunkers farm and to the Human shelter to pet kitties! I scored 5 tickets off of Potter for free so I took the french girl and some friends to see the force game..we won obviously.
I have to go its almost time to leave..I'll ttml
Ok so life since I've last written..no particular order.
Last week I had a french exchange girl hang out with me. She was really quiet and blew her nose a lot..she reminded me of my grandmother. She only drank water with her meals and was amazed at how unstructured my classes were. While she was in my classes we took a field trip to the mall and Kennedy read us a Dr. Suess book..I can see why she thinks what she does..I liked her a lot but I'm glad I don't have to entertain her anymore..She was to young so I felt like I was devirginizing her or something introducing her to like my pregnant friends and stuff. All my friends are like we should smoke and I'm like um 15 year old french exchange student in the backseat lets make a good impression ok? I'm sure she was just amazed at me since for the past two weeks she had been hanging out with the HUGEST NERD (other than Valerie) in the whole school. Actually Valerie is smarter than Miranda but Miranda like shows it off like she has no other interesting traits about herself. Her and her mom like talk about nerd stuff for fun.. It is amazing.
I also have gotten a new private job. The woman I work for calls me a domestic engineer haha she is so strict with her children. Her discipline style is so bazaar it's hard to follow her rules. She is constantly telling me how she does things and its like wow. Both of her children are adopted. I swear the little girl is going to rip me to shreds. I'm sure she weighs at least half of me and she insists on jumping on me and sitting on me. I am a horrible disciplinarian. I don't get angry easily. The last babysitter supposedly spazzed out at her because she was so bad. I get deadpan angry when she gets wily but at least I don't freak out. That brings my weekly income to at least $120. Which isn't bad since I only work 3 days a week.
I also took a self defense class. That was interesting. I went with Miranda and my mom. It was hilarious because my mother paid eleven dollars for some guys to choke us. We were doing these really odd moves where they would like choke us and we would have to get our selves up to a wall and bang there heads up against it. or one where they would grab us from behind. Idk it was really fun though. I enjoyed it a little too much and started talking to much. Ok Miranda is the weakest person ever I would just poke her and she would be on the ground..I'm like really. I weigh the same as her and I'm like 3 inches taller than her. She would be raped for sure if someone ever tried too..
Oh and then I'm at class today and Taylor writes me this letter because her bf thinks shes cheating on him because someone wrote him that she was doing Andrew Ochoa. First of all that is hilarious Andrew looks like a fetal alcohol syndrome child. I would more likely believe she is fucking Greg Radcliffes fat folds. I just get mixed in with a bunch of shit.
I also got to go to Yunkers farm and to the Human shelter to pet kitties! I scored 5 tickets off of Potter for free so I took the french girl and some friends to see the force game..we won obviously.
I have to go its almost time to leave..I'll ttml
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