Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Well, obviously Destini does not like me anymore. We started a new project in fashion trends and the first words out of her mouth were "can I work alone?". So now I have to work alone. Oh well, I knew I would fuck it up eventually. I went to bike club yesterday and Jenna and I won 5 tickets to the force game. I don't really like sports but I will make due. I am really excited to go skiing and to have the french girl in all my classes next week. This morning I got to skip class to go make pendents with Odden. That was awesome. They said my cat was ugly though..:(. And I burned my finger well soddering my piece it hurts like a son of a bitch and turned white. I just want to go and eat stuff. Maybe I'll jack Kathryn and go to McDonalds during lunch. But then I will lose my parking space and that would piss me off even more. My attention span has gone down the drain I am the only person not working on their project right now. I can tell because I sit in the back and can see everyones screens. We have to make a childrens book so I am doing one about Dodge, the love of my life. It will probably be about his little quirks. It's sad that my life is so boring that I resort to facebook and writing in this damned online journal. Even though no one reads it I have gotten in the habbit of posting. It's where I can write down all the things that are on my mind and I can look back to older posts and laugh when I'm having a blah day. Got to go..TTML

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Meh!

I've been naughty again. Honestly why I'm not put down is beyond my comprehension. I've been kind of outlandish in Kennedy's class. Saying things that I shouldn't. He had a conference with my mother to tell her about the inappropriate statements I spew and unintentionally called my mother fat. Honestly how he can make accusations and diagnoses on my character is so ridiculous when he does the exact same thing in class. Obviously though that because I am a student it is more of a problem since I am a lower class. That and I am being cynical in Yarber's class. Supposedly she does not know how to perceive me. The children's book titled 'It's Ok to Be Different' we read in class does not apply to me apparently. I don't see how she can be so closed minded, so what if I'm depressing and rude. Your a creative writing teacher for Christs sake. It's not like she has importance or nice hair she shouldn't expect much. People are wusses...
So recently I took out Heather and we unintentionally skipped our Field trip and went to McDonald's. I went out with Kathryn and Rachel did some Henna and watched Hangover Unrated! Umm I went to parent teacher conferences by myself and stole Miranda away to go to McDonald's and I told her to head down University but she insisted we go to one closer. Well that was a horrible decision. We ended up in Moorhead and the only way we got back was when we spied a sign that said Fargo with an arrow. I get to go baby shopping with a couple friends later this week and I went to take pictures at a bar with Annmarie. I also get to do something really fun on Wednesday morning but I can't tell what it is. I get so much leniency in this school it's really nice. That and I am in good graces with a lot of the people. Librarians, principals, paras, and the FACs department all give me special privileges. I swear I have seen almost every nook and cranny in this building just because I have friends in high places. I'm working on wooing the Janitors too (not sexually sicko) :). Either a person appreciates me or thinks I am awful. This is why I like children they don't take things the wrong way. It's like everything I say is seen as something I wasn't even thinking about. People just assume everything I say is going to be one way. And it's not my fault I'm so cynical I don't even notice when I am. The way I act is normal to me. Why can't other be normal with me? Why do people have to be so abnormal??

Thursday, February 11, 2010

*sigh*

This is the LAST time I will evere be nice to a retarded person! Now this little boy with Aspergers has a massive crush on me. The fact that Kennedy would even assume I would have Aspergers is a huge disrespect now. I am nothing like this kid! WTF!! He gave me a valentines card with the most awkward poem and he sent me a kissgram. *sigh*
I have to get a lot of kissograms for a lot of people. Ok mostly just Rachel, Marissa, Miranda..and Jessica Day? Ha yea she was talking about how she wanted someone to get her one so I'm like I'll get you one lol. I'm assuming she thinks I was joking..boy is she wrong. Also for some reason Destiny Spaeth is being fairly nice to me. Like she is talking to me?? Here I thought I was invisable, I'm guessing she just wants to use me but whatever.
I have also been attempting to hang out with Rachel Olson too. Her boyfriend is so freaken clingy she never has time to hang out. Grow some balls. I have so many errands to do! I hate going by myself. I like to take a friend. Most of my friends don't let me drive though lol....ttml I is bored

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Work, work, work

So I recently fell walking into school..I pretty much lay there and pretended to die for about 5 minutes. Then Amber was gone so I had to work with two foreign people. I want to work with Americans! The whole class is American except for two people..those two people both happen to be in my group. WTF then there's a para but she is with perfectly capable individuals! Hello I am over here with these people by myself and they barely speak English! They couldn't even find the Crisco! They can't read!! Then after school I actually got to do what I wanted and I brought some scones to Glasheen, Odden, and Langlie. So first I stopped by the art room and offered Odden a scone then I headed over to the other room where I sat with Glasheen. He finally fired my pendents..my favorite one didn't turn out but the other two looked pretty good. Glasheen can be extremely controlling but he is really nice. I like him:)Then I went to Langlie's he ate the rest if the scones. We talked for a while and then I went home. I got my GPS went to Platoes and got a cute cardi and and shirt. Today I worked at Herberger's then I went to work and I just got back..Oh and the thing I couldn't say was that I got a navel piercing. My mom figured it out some how. I'm assuming she got into my account..w/e I'm tired ttml

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Crazy Muffins!

Wow so yesterday I find 5 dollars in front of the school. It pays to be lazy I haven't opened the door once this semester because I always use the handicap door. That is where I found the money. So then in fashion trends two black girls put cornrows in my hair! It hurt real bad. Then I got to go with Nelson to talk to some math classes about the FACS department. I went to the grocery store to pick up snacks for art club with Valerie..she wouldn't let me drive:( Came back went to art club and got my hair tied with hemp. It took forever I guess I have really slippery hair. Then I got a haircut and took my mom out to dinner at subway. It was delicious I got bacon. Today I have an appointment with my drug therapist. I plan on asking her if I have Asperger because my math teacher thinks I have it..I'm pretty sure the decade of multiple therapist would have caught if I had Aspergers..But whatever. Then I go back to school to do concessions with Chinese club and then I work! Crazy.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Talking to myself

There are so many things I want to write down right now! I promised I wouldn't tell though and it's killing me!! I also did a little something with Annabelle last night...no we didn't have sex:S..heads outta the gutter people. No, I can't tell yet what it is but I'm pretty excited about it.Anyway so yesterday I stole Annabelle away from Jordan and after we dropped off Emily we went to the Moorhead Target and Walmart LOL.Plus One World, Lena K's and Odey Cache(it was closed:() By the way Emily kissed me three times on the neck, it was awkward. Anyways I got 6 wooden buttons for the cardigan I dyed brown and some sweater tights. I don't know how I feel about the tights yet.Then we went to McDonald's had a snack and drove back to Fargo..There we did something and I dropped her off at her house and that was my day yesterday!