For the love of freezer paper!

When I was a lil tyke I started my journey with stenciling. It was time to pass down my craft to a less fortunate soul. Fortunately my younger acquaintance, Valerie was interested in learning this sacred craft. It all started with this rose. Nothing special.
That initiated a fixation of freezer paper crafts! A bicycle pouch for the swap. Will soon add tire pulls on the strings I plan on putting in lol.

Attempt at reverce stenciling. Not as good as Vals..
Bus ticket pouch anyone? Work in progress..

3 days and I'm 18

I am so sad. I think I might have broken my phone! I was walking to work when I got caught in the rain ha ha smart, so I started running and it fell out of my pocket and sat on the sidewalk for an hour an a half! I wanted to leave so bad. Plus I got kicked out of the nursery because it wasn't checked for fire safety so I had to babysit out in the lobby with no toys. Which reminds me I fell in a puddle on the way there to so I had to take my pants off in the bathroom and ring them out..wonderful.

So I am going to Hooters with my pals before I leave tomorrow. I'm excited because I have always wanted to go. I plan on having another party with my other friends when Miranda comes back. First birthday with friends ever!

I'll post a picture with me and the hooter girls sometime. lol

Long Post

So now I am in summer English. I have Guthrie and she is so hard. I couldn't get my hands on some paper so I go in that morning to ask her to print it out but she told me to wait until after presentations. So I did and when I asked after she said it was no longer worth points. So technically she screwed me out of 200 points. To think she says she's never failed a soul all by herself when she failed 35 seniors this year.

Another thing yesterday I hung out with the gang and one of my friends was all over me. It was so weird I felt all lesbianish. Then we were all laying out on the tramp shooting at a basketball hoop and she had me put my head on her shoulder and another friend was on the other side of her plus another girl right next to her with there heads together. It was so weird. Of course I wasn't feeling all that well in the first place, I had a lot of coke so I had a really full bladder lol, then it's like Chelsea cuddle me hiney haha. That and my coworker texted me and asked me out. It's a she by the way! Wow I am really attracting the ladies.

On to the crafts:

A practice piece for the shrink plastic swap (way cuter in person)

A pendent for a swap. I am swapping with a woman and she adores her baby. Actually it's the only pictures she has on her FB. It's a work in progress

Practice rings. In order first one is to wide (faux bios in purple), Band aid(perfect), and the last one came out kind of wonky but it fits my bony finger.

Finally what I am currently working on! I got a book courtesy of a Marissa! Cute Stuff by Aranzi Aronzo

My bug bag all done except for the zipper!

Here I finished the bag in the book. But I want to add the 'munky' chain applique from the book. I'll put the finished product up if I ever finish it lol.

My birthday is in 6 days!

This stupid kid has called me a 'slut','fag', and 'cunt' and I am extremely offended. I am a really defensive person. I swear if I see this kid in the hall and he makes one move to interact with me I will blow up in his homophobic face!

Not to mention I'm off my meds and it's that time of the month. I think a lot of people would be surprised I'm not on my usual cocktail of drugs. One day I just stopped taking them, and before you go ranting yes I know it's dangerous. I just don't care. If the mother refuses to put me on A.D.D medication because it's harmful depression medication must also be harmful therefore I am refusing to take it.

Although I have been having problems with her lately because of her stomach surgery I still suppose I love her very much lol. She has been on my tail constantly because I am such a slob. Which is all the time haha. That is her and I when I was a babe. I was so smiley when I was little. Where did that go? I suppose one doesn't see my ongoing battle with depression because of it's situational qualities. Only at home do I express my true feelings(ahh poetic drama). I was such a loner at some point in time that I got so sad. I never want to be that alone ever again *sigh* (cut to me being slightly less awkward)

On to crappy news. My father switched from Harley Davidson to a Big Dog Motorcycle. Funny part is he got it off of eBay and may have to pick it up in Florida. When I called him last night, his illegal immigrant girlfriend picked up, I told him to pick me up a sexy bathing suit in Florida haha. His bike is called a Big Dog Ridgeback and it only has one seat! Just to show how big of a motor nerd my dad really is here is a picture

I'm a girl and he bought me my own Arctic Kitty Cat. I was one in this picture, he bought me an Arctic Cat Scooter on my first birthday too lol. Arctic Cat was his first obsession then Harley and now I suppose Big Dog is his next.

I'll ttml I am supposed to be working haha. Guthrie hurah hurah

I had no idea

This guy writes this comment that he "came" on one of my more cutsey/sexy pictures. Then when I told him it was spelled different he said:"no its not, thats just how illiterate nigga's spell it. and homo's. and women. because they are educated stupid." I copied that strait from facebook. I almost died. First of all why would he say women were 'edjucated stupid' to a woman? Second I am for gay and lesbian people being together. I am extremely touchy on the subject. Even someone using the word gay to describe a masculine looking female pisses me off. Jane did this once while talking to me and I blew up. She called this woman from lady foot locker gay because she was manly and rude. I hate it when people do that! My cousin is gay and he is the coolest guy I know. Plus I may even be slightly gay. I am not sure yet. Uh it just makes me so mad. How could someone be so cruel.
Although I could see where he could be raciest. Even if we don't want to attmit it we are all still raciest. Not as bad as our ancestors but still raciest. Although I don't see why everyone thinks this is a white thing. Black people are probably more raciest than white people..except down south where supposedly everything is messed up. Although unlike us black people have a reason to hate white people. Dang I hate white people. It's funny because I have a lot of black friends and they are so much nicer and into the same things I am. Take a sewing class some time you get to meet a lot of cool kids.

Uh wow long rant. Thank goodness no one reads this. It's nice to have some sort of diary that never gets lost or ripped. well ttml

Blogger is getting boring

Sigh. So bored of this site. Writing for my own enjoyment

Only one final until I get a 2 week break from school. Then it's off to summer school and on my b-day dad's going to give me his car so I can stop relying on the friends. It's so sad because none of them can say no.

From what I remember of the last time I posted I went to Kathryn's house twice. She shot me 17 times close range with an airsoft gun. I went out to eat with the gals yesterday and with Jenna today. I'm going to try and hang with Alex before she's shipped off to gov school. :)She is the biggest nerd (she thinks she's all cool ha ha)

So I'll be busy with that and now I have a swap I plan on doing. Yay crafts